Monday, June 21, 2004
the emptiness......
argh!!! my com juz blacked out on me on sat nite..... For reasons unknown to me, the scrn juz blacked out, and the com din response at all... Tried shutting off the main pwr, and turning it on again, but i was met with total inactivity.
It usually shd go thru that whole noise thing during start up followed by a beep. But now, the Desktop juz freezes.... the Pwr/Reset button only helps to turn it on, not off.. the CD-rom drives dun even response when i press the eject button..... !@#$@)#$&
These past few days have been horrible... Only now I realised how my life is so greatly intertwined with the internet.... I feel totally disconnected from the rest of the world.... So wat if I've got my handfone?? I can only tok 2 1 person at a time... and its usually some1 in aus... thats really worse coz I dun have many pple I can tok to over the fone...
Before the internet was so widely used, Handfones were the thing... Rem how u felt when ur handfone failed u?? when the batt went flat, or when u lost it and all the fone nos. u had inside...... bloody hell!! this is worse.... I cant blog freely, I cant surf, I cant chat.... piangz eh...
Lotsa pple have offered to lend me their laptops, & I'm grateful. But sad to say, the feeling is different.... All my mp3s, MTVs, movies, pictures are all in there.... sighs.....
My room has very heavy feel to it... Staying in it juz makes me feel worse... argh!!! Sernwei and allan tell me, it could be that some1 hacked into my com, or could be a virus attack... whichever it is... its definitely hardware stuff.... gotta conc on my exams now... Will fix it when exams are over... hopefully can do it myself... therwise gotta pay some smart aleck Aussie in the nearby com shop to do it.....
Even was kidding to David yest that maybe I should bring it to church, and at the end of service, bring it to the pastor, and ask every1 to pray for it... haha!! Imagine every1 coming forth and placing their hands on my desktop, and praying!! haha!!! Weird!!
sighs... if any1 of u noes any frnds who are really really good at such stuff, do help me ask ok?? at least it'll save me some time in trying to remedy it....
anyway, if u've juz came back from overseas holidaying, ICT, or wateva, do read back on some of my previous posts... lazy to repeat, and cant even do that coz no com..... I'll do the picture posting soon, once the com is up..... if it will be up... sighs..
It usually shd go thru that whole noise thing during start up followed by a beep. But now, the Desktop juz freezes.... the Pwr/Reset button only helps to turn it on, not off.. the CD-rom drives dun even response when i press the eject button..... !@#$@)#$&
These past few days have been horrible... Only now I realised how my life is so greatly intertwined with the internet.... I feel totally disconnected from the rest of the world.... So wat if I've got my handfone?? I can only tok 2 1 person at a time... and its usually some1 in aus... thats really worse coz I dun have many pple I can tok to over the fone...
Before the internet was so widely used, Handfones were the thing... Rem how u felt when ur handfone failed u?? when the batt went flat, or when u lost it and all the fone nos. u had inside...... bloody hell!! this is worse.... I cant blog freely, I cant surf, I cant chat.... piangz eh...
Lotsa pple have offered to lend me their laptops, & I'm grateful. But sad to say, the feeling is different.... All my mp3s, MTVs, movies, pictures are all in there.... sighs.....
My room has very heavy feel to it... Staying in it juz makes me feel worse... argh!!! Sernwei and allan tell me, it could be that some1 hacked into my com, or could be a virus attack... whichever it is... its definitely hardware stuff.... gotta conc on my exams now... Will fix it when exams are over... hopefully can do it myself... therwise gotta pay some smart aleck Aussie in the nearby com shop to do it.....
Even was kidding to David yest that maybe I should bring it to church, and at the end of service, bring it to the pastor, and ask every1 to pray for it... haha!! Imagine every1 coming forth and placing their hands on my desktop, and praying!! haha!!! Weird!!
sighs... if any1 of u noes any frnds who are really really good at such stuff, do help me ask ok?? at least it'll save me some time in trying to remedy it....
anyway, if u've juz came back from overseas holidaying, ICT, or wateva, do read back on some of my previous posts... lazy to repeat, and cant even do that coz no com..... I'll do the picture posting soon, once the com is up..... if it will be up... sighs..
# posted by emoboy @ 6/21/2004 10:53:00 am
