Monday, March 28, 2005
Not-so-Good Friday & Sunday
This is probably one of the most depressing weekends ever, filled with disappointments & sad news....
Saturday, my friend told me that she was supposed 2 meet her friend for lunch. He was gonna go all the way to Singapore from Malaysia to meet up with her. Supposed to be on Sunday. Sadly, Sunday would never come for him.
He died in a motor accident in Malaysia on Sat. I wouldn't say I was especially saddened by the news, but it definitely didn't brighten my day. I dread being such situations, having to see a friend leave this world...
What if it happens to you? Someone just suddenly disappears from your life. It could be a confidante, a friend you always hangout with, or just someone you're gonna catch up with for coffee tomorrow.
Another piece of depressing news reached my ear. A friend had just lose her one & only sister, & it happened w/o any reason. She fainted, & passed away 3 days later. The doctor said it was a viral attack.
That's gotta be worse than dying in an accident, because its not something one could prevent. The worse thing was that she had already lost her father last year.... As much as I can sympathise, its really too difficult put myself in her shoes....
How can I ever know how it'd be like losing 2 family members. Its totally impossible to fathom. I can't even muster up the courage to picture myself in such a situation.
How can anyone imagine losing a loved one? A world w/o your Mom & Dad, siblings, or other half.... Just seems like a world w/o much meaning right?
The world just doesnt seem to make any sense hah? sighs...
All these are making me rather emotionally sensitive. Especially when I expected to meet my mom for the whole Easter break, but she's only able to meet up on Wednesday & Thurday this week. (See! I already said, she's in Perth at the request of my Uncle. Main purpose isn't to visit me...)
That's probably why I teared in church on Sunday.... Hopefully no1 saw.. Well, you all make sure you treasure your family & friends alright? Don't take them for granted, because when the fragility of life manifests itself, you're really gonna regret.
PS:
- I drove down today to Mandurah/Pinjarra to find my Mom instead. At least I can meet up with her as often as possible.
Saturday, my friend told me that she was supposed 2 meet her friend for lunch. He was gonna go all the way to Singapore from Malaysia to meet up with her. Supposed to be on Sunday. Sadly, Sunday would never come for him.
He died in a motor accident in Malaysia on Sat. I wouldn't say I was especially saddened by the news, but it definitely didn't brighten my day. I dread being such situations, having to see a friend leave this world...
What if it happens to you? Someone just suddenly disappears from your life. It could be a confidante, a friend you always hangout with, or just someone you're gonna catch up with for coffee tomorrow.
Another piece of depressing news reached my ear. A friend had just lose her one & only sister, & it happened w/o any reason. She fainted, & passed away 3 days later. The doctor said it was a viral attack.
That's gotta be worse than dying in an accident, because its not something one could prevent. The worse thing was that she had already lost her father last year.... As much as I can sympathise, its really too difficult put myself in her shoes....
How can I ever know how it'd be like losing 2 family members. Its totally impossible to fathom. I can't even muster up the courage to picture myself in such a situation.
How can anyone imagine losing a loved one? A world w/o your Mom & Dad, siblings, or other half.... Just seems like a world w/o much meaning right?
The world just doesnt seem to make any sense hah? sighs...
All these are making me rather emotionally sensitive. Especially when I expected to meet my mom for the whole Easter break, but she's only able to meet up on Wednesday & Thurday this week. (See! I already said, she's in Perth at the request of my Uncle. Main purpose isn't to visit me...)
That's probably why I teared in church on Sunday.... Hopefully no1 saw.. Well, you all make sure you treasure your family & friends alright? Don't take them for granted, because when the fragility of life manifests itself, you're really gonna regret.
PS:
- I drove down today to Mandurah/Pinjarra to find my Mom instead. At least I can meet up with her as often as possible.
# posted by emoboy @ 3/28/2005 07:41:00 pm
1 Comments:
dun be so sianz la......juz relac....enjoy the perfect tinks in life..treasure nw..n dun worry bout future la...
