Saturday, September 10, 2005
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Monday, September 05, 2005
Excuses
Haven been able to blog lately.... except for a couple of random nonsensical entries.
I'm pretty caught up in alot of stuff this sem.
-Helping to organise a Uni event, MCW.
-Trying to attend as many lessons as I can.
-Still struggling to practise Good Time Management.
-Settling down in my new residence. (its good since my hsemates are all nice & easy-going)
-Doing what I can to keep in touch with friends.
-Suffering from a bad case of absent-mindedness..
-Sustaining that wee-bit of sanity in me.
I am still alive of coz, I mean whats all these rite? The world & the people on it have greater problems, & life still goes on.
Yet it's still tiring, and so overwhelming. I can't seem give my best in anything that I do, and at the end of it, I realise that I could have done better.
Perhaps my mind is just to pre-occupied with all the other stuff going around in my life. It dawned upon me that somewhere along my Uni life, I 4got how to focus.
I dunno if that is possible, but I do remember being about to focus & concentrate much better. haha, maybe my brain is juz degenerating..... I'll prob get Alzhemiers when I'm 60 or so.
oh well, could juz be a load of excuses anw. Happens all the time.
I'm pretty caught up in alot of stuff this sem.
-Helping to organise a Uni event, MCW.
-Trying to attend as many lessons as I can.
-Still struggling to practise Good Time Management.
-Settling down in my new residence. (its good since my hsemates are all nice & easy-going)
-Doing what I can to keep in touch with friends.
-Suffering from a bad case of absent-mindedness..
-Sustaining that wee-bit of sanity in me.
I am still alive of coz, I mean whats all these rite? The world & the people on it have greater problems, & life still goes on.
Yet it's still tiring, and so overwhelming. I can't seem give my best in anything that I do, and at the end of it, I realise that I could have done better.
Perhaps my mind is just to pre-occupied with all the other stuff going around in my life. It dawned upon me that somewhere along my Uni life, I 4got how to focus.
I dunno if that is possible, but I do remember being about to focus & concentrate much better. haha, maybe my brain is juz degenerating..... I'll prob get Alzhemiers when I'm 60 or so.
oh well, could juz be a load of excuses anw. Happens all the time.